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what if I don't want to be saved? [Jun. 16th, 2009|03:31 am]
[mood |nostalgicnostalgic]
[music |Rough Landing Holly/Afraid - Yellowcard]

I was way overdue for one of these. I'm not sure what I've been doing lately, but everything kind of just feels off no matter what anymore. I have no idea what I really want anymore and I have no idea how to go about spending my summer. All of the opportunities readily available to me are the one's I don't want and the few things I know that I want are completely out of my reach. I'm not in a bad mood, I just feel as if I'm not really doing anything. I've been really happy with the music I've written the past few days and the directions I'm starting to take, hopefully my life can follow the same kind of path. Some days I really miss highschool. The people the things, the feelings, everything. The most insignificant thing could mean the world to you (for better or for worse), and everything was an adventure. Now everything is kind of turning into a long routine with minor deviations every now and then. I miss having a girlfriend, and all the little things associated with it. Calling someone just to say I love you, or knowing that no matter how crappy a day may be you have someone to lay down with and talk about it with as soon as you get off work. Having someone to walk around the the park with holding hands, or kiss on a playground at 2 am. Having someone who you can just sit with and not say anything and simply enjoy a country drive without the silences being awkward. Most people are too busy to love anymore, or think it isn't for them right now. Unfortunatly for me I'm one of the few people who just wants that more than anything.

Ha reading back on this I realize that it is extremely lame, but I felt like saying something to someone. Goodnight =)
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Stolen from Julia [Oct. 23rd, 2007|09:42 pm]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |I'm Like John Cusack - We Are The Union]

10 bands you've been listening a lot to lately:
1. We Are the Union
2. Streetlight Manifesto
3. Taking Back Sunday
4. All Time Low
5. Less Than Jake
6. Mustard Plug
7. Donner Party Of Five
8. Fall Out Boy
9. Catch-22
10. First Grade Crush

09 things you look forward to:
1. Playing a show saturday
2. Hobgob if i make it back in time
3. Playing Creepy Crawl
4. Wise and Burn show (possibly)
5. Misfits show
6. Motion City Soundtrack/Mae/Anberlin
7. Graduating
8. Indiana University (hopefully)
9. Leaving this town

8 things you like to wear:
1. Dpo5 shirt
2. my pavorite pair of pants that i wear every day
3. grey hoodie
4. button up shirt
5. park shirt
6. brown striped polo
7. all white moccasons
8. deklines

07 people you want to spend more time with:
1. Brandon
2. Tyler
3. Mike
4. Alan
5. Liz
6. Tim
7. Nick

06 things you say most days:
1) "I'm awesome"
2) "Cheese It!"
3) "Skin it!"
4) "Oh Snap!"
5) "Switzer"
6) "Muff"

05 things you do everyday:
1. Sleep.
2. Guitar.
3. Music.
4. Be awesome.
5. Text.

04 things that annoy you:
1. J-Bags
2. Stupid drama
3. Shitty bands who think they're good
4. Dumb people, especially those who don't know their shoe size

03 movies you could watch over and over again:
2. Stranger Than Fiction
3. Almost Famous

02 of your tv shows at the moment:
1. The Office
2. Family Guy

01 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1. You know

First best friend: Mike or Tyler
First car: 1994 Toyota Camery Station Wagon
First date: Julia
First real kiss: Julia?
First break-up: none really
First screen name: bullmeister or something equally badass
First self purchased album: N*Sync
First funeral: Not sure, that's probably bad
First pets: fishies
First piercing/tattoo: none
First true love: music
First enemy: good question, no idea, dont have any
First big trip: Omaha or Bermuda, if Omaha doesn't count
First musician you remember hearing in your house: The Rolling Stones

Last cigarette: never
Last car ride: tonight
Last kiss: today
Last good cry: eh
Last library book checked out: no clude
Last movie seen: Superbad
Last beverage drank: Orange juice
Last food consumed: toast
Last crush: And current, Molly
Last phone call: This evening
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: Deklines
Last cd played: Taking Back Sunday
Last item bought: Food
Last annoyance: drama
Last disappointment: eh
Last time wanting to die: fuck that noise
Last time scolded: no idea
Last shirt worn: brown striped polo
Last website visited: U of I admissions

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God Dammit Livejournal [Oct. 17th, 2007|09:08 pm]
[music |Taking Back Sunday]

why do you keep entries forever

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Direction [Jul. 4th, 2007|02:02 am]
[Current Location |Home Sweet Home]
[mood |chipperamazing]
[music |I Could Be Wrong - The Starting Line]

I haven't updated this thing in forever.
I have alot to say.
The new Starting Line cd is amazing.
Buy it when it comes out.
A massive update tommorow.
Emphasis on massive.
I love you all.
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Meow [Jun. 5th, 2007|08:38 am]
[Current Location |home, for a little]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |Amber Pacific]

If I don't pick up my phone for 11 or so days, I'm not ignoring you, and we'll kick it sometime after the 15th. =). So leave me lots of fun messages!

<3 everyone

P.S. Come to the show the 24th!
The Junior Varsity (Cinematographic cd release)
The Graduate
and some others?
Ask someone in my band about tickets, we should have them soon.

once again, I love you all. Peace.
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Life is good =) [May. 30th, 2007|08:04 pm]
[Current Location |homeee]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |It Won't Snow (cd) - Park]

Yesterday was just my day. I got a 31 on the ACT (35 on the science section!!), went to my interview, got a job, and possibly more good news to come(?). I have to take most of my finals, tommorow just AP History, Friday just AP Chem (which I guess is just a ksp quiz?, lol), but then Pre-calc and Lit on Monday. Oh, and then summer. Oh, and I go to Europe tuesday. I'm really fucking excited. I'll miss everyone, but then again how many times do I get to go to england, france, and rome? =). I'm taking summer school photography with a bunch of people, so that should be fun too. And if you need shoes go to Journeys on Saturday, I work 5-9. And maybe 5-9 Friday, but idk, Sam still hasn't called me back. I'm just really happy right now. But I should probably continue to get my study on after this breif interruption. Keep it real, <3.
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Day Two of Photography [May. 19th, 2007|11:09 am]
[Current Location |home]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |When Stars Collide - Go Crash Audio]

This one came out pretty well, except that people kept walking by while it was exposing. Oh well, it happens. My other two didn't turn out at all, which is really wierd. But that's the way the cookie crumbles. Call me to kick it this weekend.

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(no subject) [May. 17th, 2007|07:04 pm]
[Current Location |home]
[mood |okayalright]
[music |St Louis - The Junior Varsity]

Took those on a camera made out of a popcorn tin, I think they came out pretty cool. 60 seconds with Zack and Emma standing there then 30 more without, I probably should have had them stay a little longer, the ghost is really transparent. Oh well, I think it's pretty good for my first picture. Some ho ruined my second one by opening the darkroom door while I was loading film, but oh well, it happens. Expect more.
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No Signal [May. 10th, 2007|12:53 am]
[Current Location |Home]
[mood |nostalgicnostalgic]
[music |No Signal]

Tonight's a No Signal night for me. That means something different for everyone, which is why it's an amazing cd. So many people relate it to such different things. I miss park.
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This is what it feels like to be in heaven [May. 4th, 2007|03:06 am]
[Current Location |Home Sweet Home]
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[music |The Sound Of Settling - String Quartet Tribute to Death Cab]

I love everything about life right now. Either it's the 3 am talking or I'm in heaven. Everything's perfect. Brandon and I spent the last 6 hours or so finishing up the Midnight Fall cd, it's a good feeling to finally be done. Today Molly and I have been going out three months, so we're going out to dinner before the show (last Evolution Via Machine Gun show). Saturday i have the SAT, then the last Midnight Fall and Park show :(. I'm going to miss those bands. I can't really describe how I feel right now. Pretty much pure bliss mixed with extreme tiredness sums it up. Goodnight =)
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